Crushes. This verb pretty much drives a girl's life. Sometimes it's harmless and sometimes they go crazy. I've had many crushes in the past, always been a little boy crazy. Kindergarten I chased a boy around all recess, literally I was "chasing" him. And he was running away, haha!
There was a boy in second grade who told me my legs were fat, I then proceeded to sit in an ant pile in front of him and then did the ants in my pants dance. But I saw him again in 6th grade and he got fat.
I'm skipping ahead to the ones I remember the most. 7th grade, Emmett, he was very skinny, very nerdy and for some reason I was attracted to him. We "went out" the way middle schoolers do, I don't even know. And then it got a little outta hand, he started looking for me in the morning and it creeped me out a little. (and I had a crush on someone else) so I ended it. Kinda harsh sounding, right? Yeah, can't back that up, it was kinda mean... But we got over it.
The longest crush that I ever had was around two years. My best friend's brother, classic! He was a drummer at our church, two years older than me, football player, nice abs, and just a hotty. A typical teenage crush. I wrote Taylor Swift type songs, it could be for any boy so it wasn't entirely creepy, right? I never told him and now the dude is getting MARRIED! Crazy..
Then there's the douche bag crush. The guy that will not ever go out with you, a guy your parents probably wouldn't let you date him in the first place, and sorta treats you like crap. Unfortunately my first kiss was wasted on a stage kiss with him. It was cold and wet and just not what I wanted it to be. Needless to say I was disappointed.
My first boyfriend, there wasn't really any time to have a crush on him, he just hit on me and things went on from there. But throughout years and the big crushes you have the small ones as well. The cute guy you like to look at in bio when he's not looking. The guy you can absolutely tell is a jerk but face it, he is beautiful looking, the quiet ones even YOU'RE too shy to talk to. You sometimes sit and wonder where you'd be at if you ever said anything. What your husband will be like and what you'll name your kids and then you wake up, haha!
I will admit to being a little boy crazy but at a controllable state. UNLIKE some of the boys that have had crushes on ME. Oh yeah, guys can be attracted to me but they're boarder line insane or emotionally distressed. I have let some guys go because the attraction wasn't there, face it, it does sorta matter in these kinda situations. I get the socially awkward, just plain awkward, or the guys that just want..something else. But there has been one that will NOT leave me alone, for a good year now. This guy has called me a selfish heartless B-word. And I laughed because it was ridiculous! Then not even a week later he AT LEAST wants to be friends with me. Really? Yep. Then one day, after agreeing to just being friends (who am I kidding?) we're talking about how his work is going and I ask if any girls have hit on him or if he's gone on any dates, he replies back all blah about it. Why you being a bum about it, dude? That's what I say to him as he says, "I'm tired of you pushing me away." Aaaannnnndddd I'm done. I don't reply. At all. And I STILL get texts from him when he goes on his man period every month. So be careful ladies, there's some crazies out there!
IN CONCLUSION! Girls crush a lot, well some don't, maybe not let the whole world know but they probably do. ;) Oh and guys can be crazy too!
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