Monday, April 29, 2013

Uncertainty

Something I can always say I carry in the back of mind and heart. Not to be confused with doubt or just not believing something will happen. Hearing from a job, a guy, meeting with a friend you haven't seen a while. The list goes on.
Uncertainty is sort of when you force yourself to face reality and expect the world to give you what you think you deserve. Then we force situations to go the way we'd like them, but some times the opposing side doesn't agree so much and plans are ruined.
With girls, uncertainty can turn into thinking the worst of absolute everything! You don't hear back from a friend in awhile and then you automatically assume they've died in a horrid car wreck, but the phone died is all. I've made this mistake and have gotten into bad fights with my ex about me bugging him when he didn't reply. Just a little overly concerned. Maybe playing a mother in so many plays it's caused me to think as one at times.
The only real way to deal with uncertainty is trust, and if it's too early to trust someone then you should always trust in God first. He is always certain in our most uncertain moments. As long as we're not stubborn enough we should be able to hear His voice.

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