Special: unique and extraordinary.
It can be something you want, something you feel, or something you wanna be.
And I feel extraordinary!
Currently one guy has made me feel like I have become something truly special. I don't think it's so much that I didn't think I was special before, it's just a feeling you have. You don't hit the snooze button in the morning because you cannot wait to see what the day has in store for you. "What's in store for you." Not something life is going to hand to you, it's up to you to get up and go get it yourself! And I've been getting up, seeing what the day holds for me, getting ready just so I can look nice for one person that already and always finds me beautiful. Silly, right?
Never, with anyone else, has someone been so...proud, to call me his. No shame at all. Doesn't have a problem with telling his friends that I am the girl who is wrapped around his finger and he is the one wrapped around mine. I am appreciated. I am on an invisible pedestal.
In the past, I was an object, I was someone who was saved for when they were bored. I was number two in the relationship. They're shouldn't be numbers involved. We are both number one. But we both see the other as someone who should "feel" like they are above all else to the world. He is not better than me, I am not better than him. But I make him feel special, he does the same for me. In the past, I was a toy and I let them play with me. Why? I thought it was love. Believing they actually cared.
But now, I am special.
:)
Never, with anyone else, has someone been so...proud, to call me his. No shame at all. Doesn't have a problem with telling his friends that I am the girl who is wrapped around his finger and he is the one wrapped around mine. I am appreciated. I am on an invisible pedestal.
In the past, I was an object, I was someone who was saved for when they were bored. I was number two in the relationship. They're shouldn't be numbers involved. We are both number one. But we both see the other as someone who should "feel" like they are above all else to the world. He is not better than me, I am not better than him. But I make him feel special, he does the same for me. In the past, I was a toy and I let them play with me. Why? I thought it was love. Believing they actually cared.
But now, I am special.
:)
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